I decided it is time to cut back the things that hurt. Maybe that will open up some free time to paint more, read more, hug my honey more, and sleep at least the minimum amount per night. My medical file is getting too big a burden to carry much longer. Somewhere along the line I decided that not everything I am doing is worth the sacrifices. It is time to make some changes. Wish me luck or pray for me… I appreciate the caring support either way.